Fourth day of staying at home during the National Day holiday, feeling empty and bored.#
Roughly speaking, I have only left the dormitory building less than five times in these four days, spending more than twenty-three hours each day doing some strange things in the dormitory.
In theory, with so much free time, I should be able to engage in enough knowledge production activities. However, when I try to calm down and write something alone, I find my mind completely blank...
So, are these four days meaningful?
I tried to summarize some convincing achievements for myself. I added a list button to my own blog, found some beautiful preloading animations, collected images from a picture website, updated the theme of the picture website, and made many necessary changes. I dealt with many problems in website construction, and through recommendations from others, I got to know and built a WordPress mini-program project (currently released as a beta version).
When I finally started to calm down, I suddenly fell into panic again because I couldn't see the significance of these achievements. All I did was learn some techniques. When I calm down, I realize that I have nowhere to use these techniques, or I cannot use them to achieve any value because I have temporarily lost the ability to produce knowledge...
I seem to feel the consequences of not reading or studying for three days. I am gradually becoming shallow...
So this morning, I resolutely put down my phone and computer, took a notebook and a pen, and went to the library... I read books for the whole morning and finally felt drowsy around 2 o'clock in the afternoon, so I returned to the dormitory.
When I opened my computer again, I finally felt like I could write something...
The title of this diary is the same as a book by Luo Yonghao. In fact, my understanding of Luo Yonghao was mostly limited to his Hammer smartphones and the memes where he slapped himself. When I was looking for books in the library, I initially saw the title and wasn't very interested. But when I saw the author's name, a sense of morbid curiosity arose. Then, unexpectedly, I spent the whole morning reading Luo Yonghao's book and became a fan. Because many of my thoughts are similar to his.
In short, this is a useful book that resonates with me a lot. Resonance is easy to understand, but why did I add the word "useful"? There is a line of text below the book title - "The struggle of an idealist." I can confidently say that I am also an idealist. I admire Luo Yonghao's honest and straightforward style of dealing with most people and things. Occasionally, I have to be tactful, which is a self-protective state when dealing with cunning people and things. However, Luo Yonghao has his own unique and self-confident personality charm, which I admire...
Excerpt from the book#
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(In my second year of high school, I couldn't stand the teaching of the school teachers and dropped out) For example, when I read Lu Xun at home, they were also reading Lu Xun in class, but what I read was "The Complete Works of Lu Xun," while they read an excerpt from one of Lu Xun's articles! So I was very confident. In addition, what is the purpose of reading these articles they read? It's for the garbage questions that come after the articles (expressing my true feelings). The questions are often like this - you must have done this when you were a child - for example, there was a question that asked: Why did Mr. Lu Xun say this sentence in the second paragraph? Lu Xun himself never said why. So every time I see this kind of question, I get annoyed and think, how would I know! But it's strange that the education department knows, and there is a national standard answer that tells you that you must know, otherwise you won't be able to advance to higher education.
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Later, I got to know some friends who had been in mental hospitals, and they told me that when they were forced to go in, they didn't want to go at all, but after living there for three months, they missed it so much that they wanted to go back if it wasn't for the high cost. When you, who are considered abnormal in society, walk into a mental hospital and find that everyone there is crazier than you, you will feel warm.
[2018.10.4]
Actually, even though I read books very slowly, I read almost 60 pages in the morning. There are many outstanding parts in the book, but because I haven't seriously written for a long time, my notes are extremely ugly. I only wrote down these two paragraphs. In fact, Luo Yonghao's life experiences have many interesting aspects that can be seen in this book.
In addition, the content of this book is a transcript of Luo Yonghao's speeches.
So is this a book recommendation diary?
Maybe... if you're interested.