Perhaps some supernatural being also thinks I did a bad job. Since the big argument yesterday afternoon, when I left with my luggage, there has been a hot and throbbing sensation in the root of my left ear, as if I had been slapped hard.
When I was walking in the village with my luggage, my childhood friend's grandfather saw me and stopped me from leaving. Since there were no more buses to the county town, I stayed overnight and booked a ticket for the next day. I boarded the train to the "Magic City" the next day, feeling a bit empty, not lost, just empty. I left without spending much time with Xiaohei, to be honest, I felt quite reluctant.
Last night, my sister talked to me a lot, mostly blaming me, not understanding. I don't expect anyone to understand, no one can understand, sometimes I can't even understand. It's okay, there are too many things in this world that we can't understand, it doesn't matter.
The above paragraph was said by Lu Xun, really!
There was no girl sitting next to me on the train, not very lucky, indicating that the journey ahead might not be so lucky either. My goddess of luck may have moved out a long time ago, finding my inner world barren and my body lazy, unworthy of luck. Although I don't agree with this, I always seem to be unlucky.
There are exceptions, a netizen contacted me saying they wanted to pick me up at the station in the "Magic City." Unfortunately, I was too timid and declined. The folks at the cat's nest are all giving me advice, providing psychological counseling, it's really nice.
Arriving at the station tomorrow morning, good night, good night, where should I look for a job? :@(Longing)
July 14, 2020